Was it a fire fly ??? Did i see it right or rong ?? I saw a tiny flash of light as i gazed out of my balcony. It took me on a long drift, towards the time i was little. When i used to stare at the sky for hours together. To see the shooting star pass by, so that i could make my wish. I refused to sleep & slept on the patch of grass in my dads place only because i couldnt see one.
The fire fly was also associated with luck, because you dont get to see one always. There was a time when me & my brothers had jars full of them. Now when i think how cruel. But this time there was no wish, nothing to ask, my mind drifted to you.
As usual the day had been full. Lots of work, lots of changes, lots of things to crib and bitch about. I am my usual self ... lazy and mello. No hurries, no worries, with the little bit of work i put in, i am getting lots more than fair results, then why ? Either ways i have an excuse of change, or of a transfer. Though i am not sure wether its good or bad for me. All my bosses nod their head in unison. And keep saying its the best for my growth.I am floating with the tides ! eitherways, as usual i dont care much !!!
I have always been worried with the ways that i like to spend my money. Though i always enjoy doing it the way i do. I am seriously planning about some rewamping and finanacial restructuring. But that has nothing to do with my thoughts.
Then there was always the situation of one of my cousins who was amongst the two left out after which my dooms day would finally bloom. And there was the other about me knowing it before my family. And wanting to tie me down and so on and so forth. But that again was not the reason.
I thought about you. I could feel you grinning at me and yeah after a momentory pause came your smile. The same chirpy voice, the same graceful you. I could see you besides me, pouring our hearts out. I could hear our giggles, laughters and of course the humming bee. I do feel happier and joyful. Time ticked by without any reason. I could feel me drifting back into the night. I could see the stars up the sky. I did see the fire fly. But did i make a wish ? Did I ?
