Dreams so untrue.

Its only in fantasies that one encounter real love and my mind always asked me - will I ? There is almost always a selfish motive behind every - I Love You. Your grace, your little flaws and all of your love makes me ask. When I ask for something you have to turn me down otherwise you will be the topic of every conversation in town. The best recommendation as always is to extend an open arm, to talk, to walk with you, stand besides you and hear all your sweet nothings. Then feel my incomplete self and my eyes crying out for more.

Isn’t it natural not to believe that you’ll understand when I am not even sure what I am to be? Though you are the one I want all my love to get. It will bring the consequences we both will regret. Is it any use pursuing a relationship that takes us no where? It just adds another bitter memory for all our tender hearts to bear. Maybe it’s a reminder of the life’s ironies that things couldn’t be worse than it already is. Can you imagine both of us tolerating each other for a life time? I am sure that brought a little smile on to your face. How can we imagine the commitment for life?

I am happy with my life even though it’s kind of hell. At least I don’t have any repentance for yesterday and I only have a huge longing for tomorrow. I wont stop you if you stay back to say you want to go. If you are gone today, someday I will find someone close, yet not you. I believe life has to go on with or without you. Are you the moon up in the sky? Princess of this lovely night? I am the little star so far so close to you. You here my voice echoing deep in your heart but still tends not to here. Does giving me a bit of pain sooth you, I don’t mind.

I can scream, on top of my voice and confess my love for you. My endless love from my twinkling eyes goes unnoticed by you. I need the warmth that is in your bubbly eyes. I need your hands to hold on. More than anything I need you besides me just to whisper sweet nothings. The moon will go down once the sun shines. But will you be there with me until dawn? Will you hold my hands and walk into tomorrow? Tell me will you be there???