Correspondence !!!

Dear All,

I refuse to be hurt by your actions nor mine. I refuse your love, but not mine. I refuse not to be the toy, to bring you joy. I refuse not to be the bait, to bring you shady thoughts. I refuse to give back the heart you have given, but have you? You say you are still lonely with my thoughts, speaks of who ? You call my love a pact and yours "fallen", how deep ?

I only smile, not to show how bad you hurt now. I only have prayers. But then again what’s there in a prayer isn’t it? You call me a friend and a lover and I still smile. You close the doors for you and say I did. You say words you hardly feel. Now you say words that hardly feel. After all I forgot you were a trickster. A fine one at multitasking too.

Wish everything is perfect for you today, tomorrow, everyday. You never met me. You have a perfect dream, not life.

Regards,